For the duration of this journal until now, has reflected upon the worst times of my life.

As a consequence, it no longer reflects who I am, so I'm beginning again wiht more creative edited work, and a very very happy outlook!

Updating on the past few years, I have met the love of my life. My husband Errol absolutely completes me and I have never been happier or more at ease!

I could not be the person I am today without his love, patience and kindness. I have dealt with the many issues I had when writing this journal and now wish to focus on being happy and documenting my life through my writing!

So let's start again, hail thorr!

Ilska Thorradottir.

I'm just beginning to start up photography, so I'm hoping this will go well!

I have a few pictures which I plan to put up (one of swans, and a few of my love and his sister's baby).

So if you're interested, please let me know!

Thanks!

Sarah
xoxoxo

I'm just beginning to start up photography, so I'm hoping this will go well!

I have a few pictures which I plan to put up (one of swans, and a few of my love and his sister's baby).

So if you're interested, please let me know!

Thanks!

Sarah
xoxoxo

1. My ex is: someone I don't discuss

2. I am listening to: Carpathian Forest - In league with Satan

3. Maybe I should: go and look for another job

4. I love: Errol very much, and my family and friends

5. My best friend: is Errol, and Ashley

6. I don't understand: alot of things at times

7. I lose: my temper occasionally

8. People say: That I'm nuts, and that I'm one of the sweetest and most genuine people I know... I think I have them completely fooled hahahaa!

9. The meaning of my screen name is: something that I have a running joke with a very old friend for around 7 years now

10. Love is: wonderful, and the greatest feeling in the world when it's returned.

11. Somewhere, someone is: sad, so I'll give them a hug

12. I will always: hate my past, worry about my weight and sometimes hate myself.

13. Forever seems: to be what I'm living now.

14. I never want to: lose a child again.

15. My cell phone is: red!

16. When I wake in the morning: I curl into Errol's back and go back to sleep... or something else

17. I get annoyed by: people lying to me, not being honest, stabbing people in the back, and those fucking scooters!

18. Parties are:
19. My dog is: At a loving and caring family that has time for her (:

20. Kisses are the worst when: they aren't Errol!

21. Today I did: lots of study, looked for a full time job, got picked up by Errol, spent alot of time with him

22. Tonight I will: Spend the time with Errol, and what happens is none of your business!

23. Tomorrow I will: wake up next to Errol, talk to him, make him breakfast, say goodbye to him, wake up mum make her breakfast and myself, pack out lunches, get ready and go to tafe.

24. I really want: let Errol know how much I love him and how much I wish certain things could have happened. Hug my friends, and family.

25. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?: Fucking hell Errol, I love you but I wish you wouldn't leave huge bite marks on my neck!

26. When is the next time you will have sex?: today

27. What's a word that rhymes with "FUCK"?: CLUCK! (heh heh heh... chiiiiickens!!!!)

28. Bright or Dark Room?: Either!

29. If you're alone in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on ?: The one closest to the door out of habit.

30. What was the last thing you said to some one?: 'I love you too, have a good day gorgeous'

Just when you think you know someone....

It never works out.

They leave you when you need them most.